Total Despair

hahaha, so it happened that day

kinda wierd, maybe cheesy, feeling this way!

A crescent; like the moon. 

Teeth not quite white, but the smile does shine.

Funny how in putting it down,

it all gets lost in translation

could be moody, sometimes doomy

doomy?

Yea.....sue me!

It sure is a phenomenon

the way this writing reflects none of where it comes from

does it's job just fine though

makes me feel lionel

that's 'rich(ie)'

Itchy! Yea it keeps me 

did its job,

yet i may need another.

evidently not total destruction,

merely partial elimination.

eclectic immagination proving elusive,

let's see how long THIS will soothe me!

Face the Gun!

Have you ever felt discombobulated?
A feeling of near euphoria,
Leaving you dishevelled?
By dishevelled I do not mean incapacitated,
it's more like disappreciated.
One of those moments you see in a film;
hard to explain,
vivid in remembrance.

Remembrance
Remember the times
all gone now, alone
living by the rules
rules set scared, due to fear
no,
rules set clear, clear from experience
fear from experience
or experience of fear.
I fear no experience

Yeah, yeah, how does it go?
the one about rules and it being broken
it's fright night again
I'm talking witch doctors & floating corpses
a bit extreme, a bit obscene
but I'm back again
to experience the fear
NO!
to FACE the experience,
Experience IS Fear!

Enigma

Sexual being
Henceforth seeing
All that is and would be,
Becoming the man that couldn't be
Or maybe even that which he is afraid to see!
Invigorating......yes,
Possibly depreciating
That individual that wasn't and wouldn't be
Shouldn't be worried or could he be?
Desperately searching for direction,
a permanent notion that could forever be