tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80920405438451719452024-03-13T13:03:33.835-07:00Coldhead EastwoodForEvahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07839788460140079479noreply@blogger.comBlogger9125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092040543845171945.post-88497620317869649752011-03-14T12:01:00.000-07:002011-03-14T12:07:53.968-07:00decisions, decisionsIT'S BEEN A LONG TIME COMING<div>DECISIONS, DECISIONS</div><div>NO MORE RIDING THE BAND WAGON.</div><div>THE COURSE COULD BE CHARTED, </div><div>BUT WHAT'S THE END GOAL?</div><div>SATISFACTION FOR SELF?</div><div>OR CONTINUITY OF THE SPECIES?</div><div>DO I NEED TO MAKE AN EFFECT ?</div><div>OR IS COASTING THE MARK OF EXCESS?</div><div>YOU WORK TO SURVIVE, </div><div>AND SURVIVE FOR WHAT?</div><div>I'LL SURVIVE FOR EXPERIENCE</div><div>OH WHAT A LUXURY OF BEING</div><div>ONLY RELIGION GIVES IT MEANING</div><div>YET, RELIGION SEEMS MEANINGLESS!</div><div><br /></div><div>AND THE ENIGMAS I SPEAK OF</div><div>OFTEN AN UNNECESSARY HINDRANCE</div><div>THE ANSWER IS TO BE HAPPY</div><div>HAPPY MEANS FULFILLED</div><div>HAPPY OR ACCEPTING</div><div>NO ROOM FOR QUESTIONING</div><div>MAYBE HAPPY IS ACCEPTING</div><div>OTHERWISE, IT IS ALL RECYCLED</div><div>THE QUESTION IS; </div><div>WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE? ________________</div><div>AFTER THAT'S DONE, WHAT ELSE?</div><div>IT SEEMS JUST NOW, THAT THOSE TWO ARE PARAMOUNT.</div><div>THE ANSWER WITH WHICH, </div><div>NIRVANA IS ACHIEVED. </div><div>NIRVANA/HEAVEN/EDEN AND ALL!</div>ForEvahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07839788460140079479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092040543845171945.post-74632246488714610582010-04-27T16:26:00.001-07:002010-04-27T16:41:28.215-07:00Mediations for Progressso this mood hit and i decided to make it stick<div>drown out the misery with a lick of of simplicity</div><div>don't make a rational situation</div><div>it always ends up being just so</div><div>without the bliss of the moment shining through at the end</div><div>however much we try to absorb in these situations.....</div><div>...but then again i linger</div><div>avoiding the ginger, the spice, that makes it all nice</div><div>lets do it like we've been taught not to</div><div>simplicity being toxicity</div><div>toxically making it simper</div><div>it always works, no matter the cost... tomorrow morning </div><div>never been better, always been the jester!</div><div>same dog, same tricks; </div><div>lets be through with the retardation; </div><div>only to release the kraken! </div>ForEvahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07839788460140079479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092040543845171945.post-4689064399670086762009-11-14T12:29:00.001-08:002009-11-14T12:37:55.083-08:00Yea, Yea, It Could Happen!So, here comes this day<div>when many of those seem just a whisk a way</div><div>rationale keeps us all in place</div><div>call it fear of the <i>inevitable</i></div><div>or maybe just avoidance of the unforeseen</div><div>An exercise in futility maybe</div><div>but exercise does keep us all fit!</div><div><br /></div><div>Which will it be?</div><div>Fall into the abyss?</div><div>not quite any <i>trouble sleeping </i>yet on that one, </div><div>no therapy needed, plus abnormal psych's all relative</div><div>Or do the mathematics and solve the equation?</div><div>compromise required is my solution</div><div>still searching for the utopia</div><div>quite as evasive as recognized</div><div><br /></div><div>How I wish I could write in prose</div><div>verses are for pansies! </div>ForEvahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07839788460140079479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092040543845171945.post-42543050773941329592009-05-05T16:07:00.000-07:002009-05-05T16:26:11.844-07:00Total Despair<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">hahaha</span></span>, so it happened that day<div>kinda wierd, maybe cheesy, feeling this way!</div><div>A crescent; like the moon. </div><div>Teeth not quite white, but the smile does shine.</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">Funny</span></span> how in putting it down,</div><div>it all gets lost in translation</div><div><br /></div><div>could be moody, sometimes doomy</div><div>doomy?</div><div>Yea.....sue me!</div><div>It sure is a phenomenon</div><div>the way this writing reflects none of where it comes from</div><div>does it's job just fine though</div><div>makes me feel lionel</div><div>that's 'rich(ie)'</div><div>Itchy! Yea it keeps me </div><div><br /></div><div>did its job,</div><div>yet i may need another.</div><div>evidently not total destruction,</div><div>merely partial elimination.</div><div>eclectic immagination proving elusive,</div><div>let's see how long THIS will <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">sooth</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">e</span> me!</div>ForEvahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07839788460140079479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092040543845171945.post-9503414860555234322008-10-19T18:06:00.000-07:002008-10-19T18:28:47.229-07:00Face the Gun!Have you ever felt <span style="font-size:78%;">discombobulated</span>?<br />A feeling of near euphoria,<br />Leaving you dishevelled?<br />By dishevelled I do not mean incapacitated,<br />it's more like <span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">disappreciated</span></span>.<br />One of those moments you see in a film;<br />hard to explain,<br />vivid in remembrance.<br /><br />Remembrance<br />Remember the times<br />all gone now, alone<br />living by the rules<br />rules set scared, due to fear<br />no,<br />rules set clear, clear from experience<br />fear from experience<br />or experience of fear.<br />I fear no experience<br /><br />Yeah, yeah, how does it go?<br />the one about rules and it being broken<br />it's fright night again<br />I'm talking witch doctors & floating corpses<br />a bit extreme, a bit obscene<br />but I'm back again<br />to experience the fear<br />NO!<br />to FACE the experience,<br />Experience IS Fear!ForEvahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07839788460140079479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092040543845171945.post-91183033580164082852008-08-03T22:04:00.000-07:002008-08-03T22:40:12.651-07:00Less & More<span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">What constitutes a prostitute is the pursuit of profit</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">But whats so wrong with profiting from the immoral acts with which we face the ever living endurances of our past?</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Looking back at the image in the mirror</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">And all we see is the future on the mural</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">For what is apostasy after all but seeing the light of our actions</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Acting like we're all in </span></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:100%;" >THE</span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> utopia</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Knowing our desires become quite unattainable<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">But the pursuit of perfection is all that creates the important distinction</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Fair and well we all are individuals and the ideals represent everything we fight against</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">But once we stop trying, it all falls to <span style="font-size:78%;">shit</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">But achieving the success turns it out to be more like a hit</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Deceased or in feces are the extremes of our reaches</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">In between comes a ground </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Within which we have to pretend we are reaching for each</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Both unattainable, yet becoming the ultimate desire</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Not wanting to achieve it</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Yet dying to believe it </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;">Mindfuck</span>, i know and that's what i'll call it</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Comprehension, i'll try, it'll be the ultimate retire!</span><br /></span>ForEvahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07839788460140079479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092040543845171945.post-43755923592303206552008-06-08T13:36:00.000-07:002008-06-08T13:39:58.545-07:00EnigmaSexual being<br />Henceforth seeing<br />All that is and would be,<br />Becoming the man that couldn't be<br />Or maybe even that which he is afraid to see!<br />Invigorating......yes,<br />Possibly depreciating<br />That individual that wasn't and wouldn't be<br />Shouldn't be worried or could he be?<br />Desperately searching for direction,<br />a permanent notion that could forever beForEvahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07839788460140079479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092040543845171945.post-79557343697918387072008-04-27T18:14:00.001-07:002008-04-27T18:18:02.062-07:00It's the LifePeople think that i'm crazy, i say i'm just mad.<br />Baby, maybe its the way that i am.<br />it could be changed, still would be me,<br />but i still should be permitted or granted the will to be what i feel confy at confy, comfortable.<br />Like a table it isn't necessary to be understood,<br />just appreciated & put to good use.<br />But that's where the problem comes.<br />Are we human tools or toodle poo.<br />By toodle poo, i do mean useful tools<br />just living to get by ,<br />or satisfy the needs of our sad priviledges.<br />Yea, it all gets twisted and we all do have double standards.<br />Try as we may, we still are hypocritical of everything typical,<br />trying to be holier than thou!<br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">It's the life!!!!</span></span>ForEvahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07839788460140079479noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092040543845171945.post-25294571921944379352008-03-09T18:04:00.001-07:002008-03-09T18:04:54.945-07:00Random maybe?....helped me greatly!<span style="font-weight: bold;">Hey baby,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">i'm feeling ironically impressed,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">depressed maybe?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">okay, let's talk about halie,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">eminem's baby?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">no emperor selasie's baby</span><br />fuck<span style="font-weight: bold;"> getting baked, </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">i need a natural high</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">to come back to life</span><br /><br />shit <span style="font-weight: bold;">never works out good like it all needs to be</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">i'm writing here, trying to express what i feel</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">only i don't know what i feel</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">best described as an afternoon repression</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">derived when we're all in a regression</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">economical regression?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">no no no,</span> fuck <span style="font-weight: bold;">it, i'm out!!</span>ForEvahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07839788460140079479noreply@blogger.com0